Love and scandal are the best sweeteners of tea. —Henry Fielding

11 May 2004

Just Dandy

Why is it that a phone call from Andrew can make me feel so strange? Just listening to his voice right now made me miss him terribly. Mind you, I didn't answer the phone when he called, I just let it go to voice mail. And I don't really want to call him back... because I don't want to miss him. But he promised to call again tomorrow and his voice sounds clear and sane and not drugged-up like usual.

I don't know. Why do I get like this?