21 January 2019
Hush... Hush, Sweet John Krasinski
Here's the thing: as soon as the father and his boy went to the river I was like Right, there's no way they'll hear you at the river. So why didn't they just live at the goddamn river? Was there some sort of reason they needed to live in the middle of a fucking cornfield? Live near the river; give birth near the river; raise your kids by the river. It'll be great. No monsters will hear you and kill you.
Oh and you're telling me miss thing gave birth without making a sound? Consider me skeptical.
Girl (2018)
There are a couple more things to say about this really powerful movie – mostly because I want to respond, I guess, to the Los Angeles Times review of the film, which claims that Girl is exploitative, that the filmmaking lacks sensitivity, nuance and empathy, and that the camera's gaze is harsh and obsessive. I found every bit of this to be inaccurate and even to be a willful misreading of what the film is trying to do.
Girl is about a young woman named Lara (Victor Polster) who is unhappy with her body. From the very beginning it is hard to see Lara as anything other than a young woman. She isn't anything other than a young woman. Her psychiatrist asks her what is wrong early in the film and she says she doesn't see a young woman in the mirror, but her doctor responds that that is precisely what he sees, and it's impossible to watch the film and disagree with the doctor. Girl is also about a trans teenager who wants to be a ballerina. Ballet is a perfect lens with which to look at this experience of transitioning because ballet is so hard on the dancers' bodies and because young male ballet dancers don't dance en pointe but, of course, young female dancers do. So even if one were training in ballet as a small boy, one wouldn't have done the pre-pointe work that would allow one to be ready to transition to being a ballerina as a teenager.
The film is beautifully scripted, and the script prepares you perfectly for the places the film goes – and it goes to some very dark places. But Girl is always sensitive to the experience of this young woman. The Times review claims the film obsesses over the teenager's body, but we always see Lara's body from her perspective. She looks at her breasts and wills them to grow; she tapes down her genitals, wishing they would go away. These sequences are painful and very difficult to watch. The film anguishes over them. The film asks us to love Lara and she's intensely lovable, a model teenage girl, even. Girl even gives us an onscreen character who adores Lara – her father, played brilliantly by Arieh Worthalter.
Girl also shows us the numerous difficulties Lara experiences as a trans girl at the ballet school she attends. In one sequence – one that directly refutes the Times' reviewers claims of the camera's prurience – the other girls taunt Lara and force her to show them her genitals. The camera is interested only in Lara's experience of this bullying: we see nothing of what the girls see. Instead the camera is focused on Lara. We are not allowed – even if we wanted to – to identify with the bullies.
What I loved about Girl is that it is interested in the pain and the other emotional labor of transitioning. This is a film that is brave enough to visit the dark places inside our psyches. It looks at the experience of transitioning as complicated and worthy of exploration. It isn't satisfied with simple answers as to what is right and what is wrong, but it's a film that's willing to sit in the complexities of being in the middle of the transition, and it is interested in the toll that takes on a young woman's body and mind. It's a fascinating, powerful film that's gorgeously acted and beautifully made.
19 January 2019
Best Actress 2018
Also loved:
Sarah Adler, Der Kuchenmacher (The Cakemaker) (האופה-מברלין)
Yalitza Aparicio, Roma
Juliette Binoche, Un Beau Soleil Intérieur (Let the Sunshine In)
Glenn Close, The Wife
Toni Collette, Hereditary
Regina Hall, Support the Girls
Charlize Theron, Tully
Apologies to:
Chanté Adams (Roxanne Roxanne), Nathalie Baye (The Guardians), Trine Dyrholm (Nico, 1988), Adèle Exarchopolous (Racer and the Jailbird), Kathryn Hahn (Private Life), Felicity Jones (On the Basis of Sex), Nicole Kidman (Destroyer), Eva Melander (Border), Carey Mulligan (Wildlife), Michelle Pfeiffer (Where Is Kyra?), Rosamund Pike (A Private War), Sharon Stone (All I Wish), Tilda Swinton (Suspiria), and Shailene Woodley (Adrift), whose films I have not yet seen.
Related:
My Best Actress picks from past years (2004-2017)
My Best Actor picks from 2018
My Best Supporting Actress picks from 2018
My Best Supporting Actor picks from 2018
18 January 2019
Best Actor 2018
Also loved:
Zain Al Rafeea, Capernaum (کفرناحوم)
Mahershala Ali, Green Book
Sam Claflin, Journey's End
Joe Cole, A Prayer before Dawn
Ryan Gosling, First Man
Lucas Hedges, Boy Erased
Tim Kalkhof, Der Kuchenmacher (The Cakemaker) (האופה-מברלין)
Meinhard Neumann, Western
Victor Polster, Girl
Yoo Ah-in Burning (버닝)
Apologies to:
Sam Claflin (Adrift), Lorenzo Ferro (The Angel), Jake Gyllenhaal (Wildlife), McCaul Lombardi (Sollers Point), and Matthias Schoenaerts (Racer and the Jailbird), whose films I have not yet seen.
Related:
My Best Actor picks from past years (2004-2017)
My Best Actress picks from 2018
My Best Supporting Actress picks from 2018
My Best Supporting Actor picks from 2018
17 January 2019
Best Supporting Actress 2018
Also loved:
Tyne Daly, The Ballad of Buster Scruggs
Shayna McHayle, Support the Girls
Andrea Riseborough, The Death of Stalin
Dolly Wells, Can You Ever Forgive Me?
Apologies to:
Iris Bry (Les Gardiennes) and Michelle Yeoh (Crazy Rich Asians), whose films I have not yet seen.
Related:
My Best Supporting Actress picks from past years (2004-2017)
My Best Actress picks from 2018
My Best Actor picks from 2018
My Best Supporting Actor picks from 2018
A Vicious Bit of Smugness
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| Mr. Bale as Cheney |
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| Mr. Rockwell as Bush |
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| Mr. Carell as Rummy |
Vice does teach us some things. There were a few things I didn't know about the Bush–Cheney years that Vice really made clear. But mostly I found this film smug and stupid.
Cold War
16 January 2019
Best Supporting Actor 2018
Also loved:
Riz Ahmed, The Sisters Brothers
Russell Crowe, Boy Erased
Sam Elliott, A Star Is Born
Rupert Friend, The Death of Stalin
Jorge Antonio Guerrero, Roma
Ben Hardy, Bohemian Rhapsody
Billy Howle, Outlaw/King
Noah Jupe, A Quiet Place
Tom Sturridge, Journey's End
Ben Whishaw, Mary Poppins Returns
Arieh Worthalter, Girl
Apologies to:
Lucas Hedges (Mid90s), whose film I have not yet seen.
Related:
My Best Supporting Actor picks from past years (2004-2017)
My Best Actress picks from 2018
My Best Actor picks from 2018
My Best Supporting Actress picks from 2018
11 January 2019
The Favourite
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| Sandy Powell is a genius and honestly deserves a 4th Oscar. |
The Favourite is not perfect (even if its costumes are). It loses steam by act three, and my theory for why this happens is that the film actually stops surprising us. In most of Lanthimos's films, one never feels as though one has understood all of the rules. He changes them up again and again, until we are bewildered and puzzled beyond what is bearable. He did this with Dogtooth and The Lobster and The Killing of a Sacred Deer (though I think that one was slightly more accessible – and slightly less interesting because of this). But with The Favourite, we actually learn the rules of the game. They become clear at about the point in the movie, I think, when Emma Stone watches from the bookcase while Olivia Colman and Rachel Weisz fuck. The world, I think, begins to make sense in that moment, and like Emma Stone's character, we, too, understand what needs to be done, how she can win.
And so the delightfully confounding insanity of the film's first act and most of its second is replaced by a kind of toleration of the queen's peccadilloes. Her desires and whims become things which we both understand and which begin to grow tiresome.
The film's ending still works very well, and the acting stays excellent, but the screenplay loses its energy, even if there are still a few delightful scenes in the last half of the movie (I'm thinking especially of the sequence where the men hurl citrus fruits at that naked courtier).
And... this movie is about Trump, right? The ending certainly put me in mind of our president. (The oranges being hurled at the naked man, while not an obvious Trump reference, certainly could be read as one. He is orange, after all.) But I think, too, that perhaps my impatience with the film's latter half is a kind of Trumpian boredom, too. What I mean is this: a surprising person with a lot of power is interesting. What is he going to do? Whom will he bomb? Will we all die? What idiocy is going to come out of his mouth next? But once one realizes that there are no surprises left, that he hasn't anything really interesting to say, that he (like Queen Anne) just wants to be loved and adored and he doesn't care who gives him that fix, the whole thing becomes a bit of a chore. It's no longer an adventure at all.
Again, I really liked this movie – I'm just trying to make sense of why that last third of the picture didn't totally knock it out of the park.
08 January 2019
Capernaum (2018)
A note on the title. The version I saw was titled Capernaum (Chaos). Capernaum is a village in Israel on the Sea of Galilee that you will recognize if you've read the New Testament. The film is titled كفر ناحوم in Arabic, which is the name of that village. Capernaum, however, was shot in Beirut, Lebanon (about 70 miles as the crow flies from Capernaum), and concerns a young Lebanese boy. In French, Capharnaüm also refers to the city in Israel, but it also means, colloquially, a mess – chaos.
05 January 2019
8th Grade
I respected Bo Burnham's Eighth Grade a great deal. It's very good. But it's also so uncomfortable, and often very difficult to watch.What is unique and fascinating about Eighth Grade is that it is told from the eighth-grader's point of view, and it avoids following a parent's own confusion about how to cope with the young person. In this way, Eighth Grade is willing to go to places that most films that pretend to be about growing up or adolescence (ahem – Boyhood) are unwilling to go. This is not a film that is actually about what a young person's parents are going through.
But, as I say, watching an eighth grade girl try to cope with being cool and figuring out who she is and liking boys and trying to fit in and working on being friendlier is really awkward and difficult, and I had trouble enjoying this film simply because it made me uncomfortable for much of its running time. This is a good thing, of course, and it is certainly interesting. Even better, Eighth Grade also packs a powerful emotional punch at its end. Overall, however, I can't say I totally connected with it.
03 January 2019
A Messy Queen of Scots
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| Margot Robbie & Joe Alwyn |
There will be spoilers here, so be warned. But also you don't want to see this movie, so just go ahead and read on.
This Mary Queen of Scots seems to think it is a film about sisterhood, about misogyny and the ways that various groups of men conspired together so as not to be ruled by two women. This Mary Queen of Scots would have us believe that Mary and Elizabeth admired each other mutually and (worse yet) that Mary was some kind of devoted ruler who cared deeply about "her people". This Mary Queen of Scots finds that Mary married herself to Henry Darnley not because he was a Stuart and it strengthened her claim to the English throne but because she loved him and – this happens in the movie – because they had really good sex. This Mary Queen of Scots also would have us believe that Elizabeth I was brokenhearted because she had no child and that the demands of her throne kept Elizabeth from a) having sex with the man she loved, b) being best friends with Mary Stuart, and c) her own wish to marry and bear children (which is, as we all know, the only thing a woman really wants).
There is much more nonsense in this film. We might begin with Mary's Scottish accent – Mary Stuart grew up in France – and we might conclude with Elizabeth's English accent – which, as performed by Margot Robbie, is hardly ever in evidence.
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| Jack Lowden & Saoirse Ronan |
The movie, of course, gets worse, however. Though the film appears to want to be some kind of feminist retelling of this historical episode, Josie Rourke's movie imagines these women as caring only for motherhood, sex, and intrigue. There's no nuance, no images of either of them governing with any skill at all. They're characters in Beau Willimon's soap opera plot, cattily trading barbs and finding that the only important thing in life is who is inferior to whom. It's misogynist schlock dressed up as feminist sisterhood, and it's nearly a complete waste of time.
02 January 2019
Green Book
This year's candy-coated movie about Jim Crow.Green Book is not as emotionally rousing as its predecessors (Hidden Figures, The Help, The Shape of Water), and this is to its credit.
Even more interestingly, Don Shirley is an intriguing, complex character who is explored beautifully by Mahershala Ali.
But... these kinds of movies drive me sort of nuts. We explore a very specific relationship between black folks and white folks within Jim Crow, and the positive aspects of these relationships allow us mostly to ignore the larger structures that subtend these personal relationships.
I was also really uncomfortable with the scene at the YMCA – I am not saying what it was since I don't want to spoil that aspect of the film's plot for anyone, but there is a sequence at a YMCA that Green Book deals with in a way that is typical of these kinds of candy-coated movies. Zoom in on the magic of this particular personal relationship, and then we can leave behind the real structural inequalities that exist. What this particular omission means for Green Book is that it fails to explore something that must've been very important to Don Shirley as a real person, glancing at it, instead, and perhaps using it as a kind of "key" to the character – an explanatory answer instead of a series of exploratory questions.
Leave No Trace
Debra Granik avoids telling us what happened to the father (Ben Foster) of Leave No Trace's main character. He's haunted and deeply troubled, but we know next to nothing about this. This is a deft avoidance of sentimentality and bad exposition, but this is a directorial dodge, not a directorial solution, and it stands in the way of the audience's understanding of and sympathy with Ben Foster's character.
But there is so much good in the movie. Thomasin McKenzie is flat out brilliant. The photography is gorgeous. Dale Dickey appears in a large role. And this is a portrait of America I hadn't known I needed.
First Reformed
And then Paul Schrader's film ends abruptly and in a way that doesn't work – or at least didn't work for me. My flatmate and I looked up some explanations of the film's ending, and they do sort of explain things, but it still doesn't work for me (and not because the ending is about redemption or salvation but because that redemption is achieved through romance).
As regards the acting: Philip Ettinger is great in his couple of scenes, and I loved seeing Cedric the Entertainer in a very different kind of role. That was really fun. But Ethan Hawke... I dunno. He feels like he's working really hard the whole time. I always feel this with Hawke. The effort he's expending to play his characters is more evident to me than the characters themselves. And this closes Hawke's characters off from me in a way that makes them difficult to believe or identify with.
First Reformed is certainly interesting. And I obviously think a film like this – that tries something strange – is much much better than a Hollywood by-the-book kind of thing like Bohemian Rhapsody, but I didn't love First Reformed, and for me its ending undermined a lot of what it attempted to achieve.

































